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The_Last_Samurai
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Name: Scott
Country: United States
State: California
Gender: Male
Interests: Sports, Church, GOD, books, sports, sports (hockey, volleyball, swimming, skiing, snowboarding, surfing, boogie boarding, basketball, tennis, diving, gymnastics, umm did I miss any?? i like pretty much every sport, but the first 5 I am really good at), frieds, lots and lots of friends, going to other countries, food, eating food.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  surfandsport
MSN: theblondbeachboy
Member Since:
2/8/2004
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| I realized today that I hate fat almost as much as I hate sin, but unfortunate as it may be, I am just about as effective in fighting off fat as I am fighting off sin.... All is good though, that is why God is so great, now i just need Him to take my fat away! haha
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| I was just thinking about this, as I had some time alone. If there is one thing that I am pretty dang consistently bad at, it is trying to get a girlfriend. I am not all down on myself right now. I was just thinking that I really need help.... hahah. In all seriousness though, my "pursuit" of relationships for the most part are 1 in 5, and the only one that could have been considered a success is the one in high school in which my friend asked out a girl I liked for me... 
So ya, that pretty much explains either that God is stopping them, or the much more likely conclusion of my terrible tactics. Fortunately, it is not something I am negatively reacting to. I am just stating that which has been made obvious.
So what now do you ask? time for me to improve my "game." One thing I shalt do is not take this so seriously, in the past, I over think think every single aspect and making things much too complicated. That, for the most part has weighed me down so dang much.... (random note) I am just laughing, thinking about how I used the word "game," for just the lack of it.
Anywho, I don't know why I am sharing this right now, but ya just felt like saying it to "someone."
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| I HATE PICTURE I HATE PICTURE I HATE THEM SOOOOOOO VERY MUCH... (X100)
This is what happends when things are left pent up inside.... arg soooooooo annoying. Haha for my whole two readers I may spill the beans privately, but not on this "public" forum.
btw, it is not pictures of me that i hate, I dont mind having pictures of myself taken... it is pictures of others that sometimes get under my skin..........................................................................................................
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| I decided to go on a Valentines strike. This is not because I hate Valentines or something, but because I am not the most happy about the situation that I am in right now, and it is pretty much totally my fault... so sad.... So ya, No date, no fancy-smancy date, no going into debt, and no romance for that evening for me. I will probably just be working anyway.
if am just very confused and praterbed right now so ya... it is annoying. I guess it is all for the best though, God directs all things for the bettering of His will.
I bet no one reads this, except for people I don't know... I don't mind though, I am just venting my feelings of frustrating, annoyance, confusion [dot, dot, dot].
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| I copied this from a friend (Esther Hong) because I feel the exact same way right now...
Dear God, I know I'm not the best at life and being a child
of Yours. I can honestly say that You are bigger than all my problems.
Please help me get through this and make me a better a person in the
end. Thank You! Amen.
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